Saturday, April 24, 2010

Blog Maintainance

THiS BLOG WiLL BE UNDERGOiNG SOME SERiOUS MAiNTAiNANCE & SERViCiNG DUE TO iTS POPULARiTY. By the way, don't like what I post about in my blog? Especially if its about you? Here's a word of advice : DON'T READ iT!

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Saturday, April 10, 2010

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First week of college was fun, well sort off but mostly tiring because of Mass Comm Society meeting, Teen Frequency meeting, representing BOTH Mass Comm Society and English Society for a meeting with Head of Admin, running around college sorting tutorial for classes at the same time help friends do it also then there's guitar class. I like joining all these clubs but at the same time I'm missing out on the fun too. Missed hanging out with coursemates.

Graphic Design is fun. Chun Woei is a very cool and sporting lecturer. Basic News Writing & Reporting Skills is a okay subject but thanks to the lecturer. He's damn damn boring. He told us he's prejudicial, dismissive and has a bad temper. WTH? Thats not a good thing when you're a lecturer. I can't help but to laugh at him due to his sense of fashion. 1 word, DiSASTER! Then there's PhotoJournalism's Mr. Ronzi. Poor fella, he's cute becuz he struggles to teach us by using english. And he needs to rephrase it into english by thinking in malay first, poor fella. He don't seem to have enough confident in his english but he don't look like one who has temper. Sociology should be fun what with Ms. Ooi as the lecturer for lecture class and Mr. Aaron for tutorials. Introduction to Mass Communication should be okay to with Ms. Ng, yay! Oh ya! Spoken English II is fun! Ms. Amy Loh is sweeet!

Joseph - Okayy lor...

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Friday, April 9, 2010

In The 21st Century

In the modern times, do you believe that saying rude words such as cibaii, puki, lanjiao etc. people take it as a joke or just a form of language. But when you say the word "WHATEVER", people get offended more. Why? The word "WHATEVER" kinda makes it sound and look like you're brushing the person off, not paying attention to him/her. While the cursing words are being used as a daily language. I find it kinda refreshing. Haha...maybe its just me.

Joseph - WHATEVER?

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Thursday, April 8, 2010

KiASU + GREEDY

I can't believe this! This guy in my class, I am disgusted to call him my classmate. We're given the option of Basic News Writing & Reporting Skills in English or Mandarin. And this guy went to TEST the Mandarin version class and next week he'll try English version. WHAT THE FUCK?! Make up your mind. Since he's so BODOH, let me enlighten him. Its the same, Mandarin or English. Same subject, same thing. Only difference...THE LANGUAGE. First wanna do PR, then Broadcast then English J. Come on la...you won't make it in English Journalism. Broadcast...haha, good luck...PR, U HAVE NO PR skills! Because nobody likes you!

Joseph - WHATEVER

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OMG!

Today, we had our first Basic News Writing & Reporting Skills lecture class. We got a new lecturer named Mr. Chan Siang Yen. He is the strangest man in this world. He's got his hair comb back and it looks like he used a whole tube of gel. Then his pants is all the way up to his waist. And when he speaks, he uses big words and sorta like look down on us saying some of us might not understand and have poor English command.

He himself told us that he is prejudicial, dismissive and bad tempered. So, what do we expect from him? Fear? Prejudicial, does that means he has stereotyped us? YES, he has. He told us that when I asked him. Stereotyping people, well...I stereotyped him too. He is the Ah Beng with high waisted pants that came back from England. He said he is making the class boring and not entertaining although he is trying. Trust me, it is boring. He said he can't do entertainment and fashion news, well...I CAN. Haha...I love ENTERTAiNMENT & FASHiON!

Joseph - Oh My GOD!

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Tuesday, April 6, 2010

AHHH...! PiMPLES!

I am so FRUSTRATED & STRESSED OUT that I've got pimples!!! Its been ages since I've had pimples! I've been taking GOOD care of my skin all this while. Its been smooth and pimpleless...NOOO!

Joseph - AHHH!

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I Need An UP-GRADE

I need it badly! Why is it everyone's life is upgrading while mine is downgrading??? I'm trying my best. I know I will do well in life but I'm struggling so hard just to get by 1 day...I just want to be able to breathe easy for 1 day. JUST 1 DAY! Everyday, all I feel is emotionally and pyshically tired. I don't want this feeling. I don't want to be drained out of my life at this stage of my life. Why I need to worry about so many things? WHY?


Course fees, a laptop and camera for assignment, relationship, life, my identity, getting misunderstood, being looked up by people, being brand as 'The Potential One'.


I'm a competitive person, I don't wanna lose to anybody! I am fighting against myself...
I am FRUSTRATED!

Joseph - EASiLY TiCKED OFF

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Monday, April 5, 2010

Lalala...

Y yo, No tengo armas para enfrentarte
Pongo mis manos, manos al aire...

Solo me importa amarte...
En cuerpo y alma como era ayer...

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New Beginnings = End of Me

Suddenly, Marion Ravens comes to mind...anyways...


Its the new semester, 6subjects...seeing faces that I can't stand. Of course there's always my bitches with me whom I adore! Today is only the first day, no class also but the moment I reached home, after shower and all...poom! I fell on the bed and slept through the afternoon. Damn tiring all cuz of the meetings and running around college to do this and that. Teen Frequency meeting, Societies' meeting with admin and such...


But managed to see familiar faces and unfamiliar faces. New faces, old faces...annoying CHiBAii face. Oh ya, bumped into Victor and chat for quite some time. Haha...then there's Suet Ling, Siew Hui, Li Wen, Eleen, Cynthia and the rest of my new bitches, hehe...AND! CHOO SUET LING is out of my list! Grr~!!!

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Month of Stresssssss...

I know my blog's been really emo recently but I can't help it. I don't want to be emo and all. I wanna be happy (Leona Lewis' Happy comes in mind). But its really taxing and stressing. Things that happened around me, with me, to me. I'm still the same Joseph in college. I'm still bubbly, crazy, flirty, cheeky, noisy, naughty but thats all just a facade. Its just a cover-face. Its just my 'make-up'. If it cracks, you'll see me breakdown and cry but the thing is...I have no tears. There are times that I feel like tearing up but there's no tears! I wish I can talk to someone and just tell everything that's on my mind. Just a shoulder to cry on...

Joseph -Nobody's Home

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Should I Change My Name from Joseph to Atlas?

Atlas - The Greek God of Heavy Burdens
He was punished by Zeus to forever carry the heavens on his shoulder due to his alliance with the Titans. The Titans raged a war against the Gods of Olympus. Atlas sided with them and when the Titans lost, Atlas was punished to forever carry Olympus on his shoulders.


And now I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. Just a figure of speech la...
I wish people would just stop saying that they see potential in me. Its always "I see something in you, I know you can do this. I see potential in you". Ya, its nice to hear and its flattering but as time goes by, I end up getting this post, that post, this responsibility, that responsibility...I just wanna be 21 years old. Ya, extra curiculars are important but my studies are more important. I'm not praising myself but why is it whatever club or society that I join, people want to vote me into all these high-ranking positions? Sometimes I just want to be ordinary...I'm not extraordinary...


Joseph - GOD OF POTENTiALS?

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We Gotta...

FIGHT! FOR THiS LOVE
Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get your hurt
 
Is it better is it worst
Are we sitting in reverse
Its just like we´re going backwards
I know where I want this to go
We´re driving fast but lets go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash no

Just know you´re not in this thing alone
There´s always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

CHORUS
Anything that´s worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for...

Now everyday ain't gon´ be no picnic
Love ain't no walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can´t be afraid of the dark

Just know you´re not in this thing alone
There´s always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start

Repeat CHORUS

I don´t know where we´re heading
I´m willing and ready to go
We can´t drive it so fast we just need to slow down
And just roll...

Repeat CHORUS

We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for (Oh)

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Empire State of CRAP


Ooohh Penang...
Ooohh Penang...

Grew up in a town that is famous for laksa and char koay teow
Noise is always loud, shit drivers all around and the streets are full of holes
If I can make it here, I can make it anywhere, that's what they say
Seeing my face in lights or my name in sign boards found down on Times Square
Even if it ain’t all it seems, I got a pocketful of dreams

Damn it! I'm from Penang...
Uncivilized state where dreams are being crushed
There's nothing you can do
Now you're in Penang
The drivers will drive you mad
Car lights will blind you
Let's hear it for Penang, Penang, Penang...

On Love Lane, there ain't never a curfew, drag queens 'work' so hard
Such a melting pot, on the corner selling butt, preachers needs sex too
Hail a meter-free cab, takes me down from Georgetown to the Penang Bridge
Some will sleep tonight with a hunger for more than just a kiss...
I'm gonna make it by any means, I got a pocketful of dreams

Damn it! I'm from Penang...
Uncivilized state where dreams are being crushed
There's nothing you can do
Now you're in Penang
The drivers will drive you mad
Car lights will blind you
Let's hear it for Penang, Penang, Penang...

One hand in the air for the small island
Gay men, drag queens all looking pretty
No place in the world that can compare
Put your lighters in the air, everybody say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

In Penang...
Uncivilized state where dreams are being crushed
There's nothing you can do
Now you're in Penang
The drivers will drive you mad
Car lights will blind you
Let's hear it for Penang, Penang, Penang...

PS: I LOVE PENANG!

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Sunday, April 4, 2010

New Beginnings...

Tomorrow will be the 5th of April. Its the beginning of my 3rd semester. Year 1, Semester 3. Its the last semester for my first year. And boy, I am packed! There's 6 subjects...

1. Sociology
2. Graphic Design
3. PhotoJournalism
4. Spoken English II
5. Intro to Mass Comm
6. Basic News Writing & Reporting Skills


Well, its good to keep myself busy so I don't overthink stuffs. I've been thinking way too hard recently, trying to figure out what I'm supposed to do with my life...whether I'm right for this course, whether I'll succeed in life...

Guess I'll just keep my fingers crossed...

Joseph - Lalala...

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How To...

In the world of the Vikings, its kill or be killed. And the Vikings had always be referred to as Dragon Slayers etc. So its not surprising when the movie How To Train Your Dragon was set in the Norsemen era. The movie tells of a community of Vikings who dwells in the village of Berk. It snows 9month and hails 3 months a year. Their job? To kill dragons because dragons' been stealing their food. The head of the Vikings' son, Hiccup don't look like a Viking. With a name like Hiccup, you seriously think he'll be a Viking warrior? Everyone in the village is dissapointed with Hiccup because he's not as strong as the others. He's clumsy and abit of a coward but he wants to proove himself to his father. One night, he saw the most mysterious dragon known to the Vikings called Night Fury, he pulled a contraption to help shoot the trapper since he's not strong enough to throw it himself. Long story cut short, Hiccup couldn't bring himself to kill the dragon, thus releasing it. From there on, Hiccup formed a friendship with the dragon and he even named it Toothless (you'll know once you watch the movie). As time pass by, Hiccup realized the dragon's world is not what it seems. Its not like what his father or his ancestors had been telling him. Dragons are hunting for food but not for themselves, its for a greater dragon who sleeps in the lair. Its either they hunt food for the dragon or they get eaten themselves. Anyways, great battle ensued between the humans and the mighty dragon who dwells in the Dragon Lair. It ended up with Hiccup and his friends saving the day with their dragon. Hiccup is the first Viking to not kill a dragon but also the first to ride a dragon...

Just goooo and watch this movie! Its soooo damn freaking CUTE! The dragons, especially Toothless behaves like a dog...haha
Whoops, its time for me to go train my dragon...


Joseph - I want a DRAGON

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Whoops! Ter-aeroplane...

This time around's semester break feels longer but some how more enjoyable. I went hiking with friends, sun-tanning and swam at the beach. Then got too dark and decided to go back to our good friend, the mall. Its always either Gurney Plaza or Queensbay. Personally, I prefer Queensbay cuz there's friends all around working there. I'll never get bored over there. There's Jason at Jefferson's, Suet Ling at MNG, Yuet Ling at BillaBong, Jeremy at Levi's, Adeline at Nichii and my colleagues, Joey, Connie and Aaron at UNDERshop. I can spend like the whole day there and have lunch and dinner with them.






What else I did...oh ya! Haha, I aeroplaned Soo Lyn for the first time ever. Funny situation! We had planned to go to Prangin Mall on that day. The original plan was to go Queensbay and I texted Jason if he's working then I'll have dinner with him. He didn't reply so we changed to Prangin. I reached Prangin and Jason called me. He thought I was in Queensbay already and he asked me to follow him back to his hometown cuz he had some paperwork to do regarding his college stuffs. After explaining to him, he came to Prangin to pick me from Queensbay and we were on our way back to his hometown, Kedah. I called and apologized to Soo Lyn. Thank god she had Winnie to accompany her, phew! Haha...

Well, I enjoyed the trip to Kedah. It was fun and full of laughters and cheekiness. Might be going again in May, who knows...

 Joseph - ...???

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TiME & DiSTANCE

Time and distance...
Meeting a person at the wrong time...
The distance in-between...

If I were to meet you earlier, would it have been different?
Would I have been the one?
There's feelings and there still is...
I'm not the only one feeling it and the chemistry we have...
There's no denying Me & U...
But like you said, "God sent you to me at the wrong time"
If only I had know you a month earlier...
I'd give anything just to rewind time...

For now, we can only be friends because of the obstacles in-between...
I'd give anything...but its too late now

Time, the deadly enemy of love and everything about relationship...


Joseph - HATE YOU, TiME!

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