Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Sigh...

Haven't been myself lately. Heck, I don't even know who I am now. A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by and I'm slipping away. My soul is dying, my HEART is practically dead. I've been feeling lonely in and out. I used to feel it every once in awhile but now I feel it 24hours. I have friends around me but it still feels the same. I'm here waiting but don't know waiting for what.


I feel my life is so empty. There's no purpose, no goal.I feel so useless. I feel so small in this big world. I've been missing out on life, from the world. Its been awhile since I watch a movie as well. I also HATE going home. There's nobody. I'd rather stay in college the whole day.


Life knocks me down but I've got no one to turn to. Friends are around me, yes but its not the same. I can tell all my problems and worries to my friend, yes but its not the same. With a 'special' one, I can lean onto him, tell him everything and he'll be there to assure me that I'm okay and everything will be fine. I used to have something to look forward to everyday but now, my life is empty. My life, I don't know if I have one...


Love was right in-front of my path, in my grasp. Me and you belong but...

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