Whats permanent is this world? Not even permanent ink!
I damn fucking hate TiME! BAD TiMiNG, WRONG TiMiNG, ANYTHiNG ABOUT THE THiNG CALLED TiME!
Why can't things just work out right? Why can't I just relax and not worry for 1 day???
Why must it always be like this? Why must it that I get all these good things in my life but the next second it all comes CRASHiNG DOWN??? WHY?!
I'm just a 20 year old teenager, gimme a BREAK! I thought I can live my life the right way, I thought its the right TiME...
I thought you're the right one (U ARE THE RiGHT ONE!) I thought things would work out right this TiME around...
But why it turns out to be WRONG TiMiNG?! Is there a God up there? If there is, he must be playing with my life! Thats why I don't believe there's a God up there! If there is...where is HE when you need HiM the MOST?!
It is too much what I asked for? I don't ask much, just what I want. Its not even material stuff! Damn fuck!
I'm not a bad person, I try to be nice but nice people always finish last or get fucked by GOD or TiME!
Joseph - FUCK U TiME!
Ya! Prescribe me a day in a life of someone else! Thats what I need! I hate my life to the max! WHY???
I thought my life would be better with college and all. Was overjoyed when got the PTPTN Loan. Everything was going smoothly, I enjoy my college life, I love my friends and lecturers. Loved the assignments and the environment. I thought I don't have to worry bout $$$ when I get the loan. Turns out I was WRONG!
The April - July semester costs RM2590, its alright cuz I have the loan in my bank. But the August - Jan semester costs another RM2590 but the next transfer from the PTPTN will only be in November! What the hell? And I ask for delay, all the admin could tell me was "settle it on your own".
Another thing is a laptop! Laptop is crucial for my assignments this coming semester and I don't have one! Can't get one either cuz can't afford, I can't even touch my loan money! DAMN iT! I HATE EVERYTHiNG!
Joseph - TRY MY LiFE!
I feel so damn useless...
At the age of 21, a young adult...
Don't know how to drive, don't own a driving licence
People kept on saying go get but talk is easy and talk is cheap
It costs a GOD-DAMN RM600 for a fucking car licence...
After getting the car licence, no car...
Where's the motivation in that?
Can't even afford a laptop and yet wanna get a car?
Can I just die?
From TikTok till BlahBlahBlah, I love everything about Kesha Rose Serbert or better known as Ke$ha. If you pay attention to her songs' lyrics, you'll know that the songs are all very cheeky and fun. Was addicted to TikTok, then was addicted to Your Love Is My Drug, after that was BlahBlahBlah...now...Styrofoam. Its yet to be released but its really really nice. She even dissed about Britney. It goes like...
I love every inch of Queensbay Mall! Why? I enjoy my work in UnderShop, I get to see my friends there and get to see "someone"...
I wanna work everyday if can but I'm only a "replacement staff". I'm only needed when 1 of the staff goes on leave or can't make it to work. I'm like Mr. Standby, haha...but I still love Queensbay Mall!
Joseph - Loves Q~!
