Tuesday, September 28, 2010
What is a relationship?
According to online sources, it is a state of connectedness between people. According to me, it is when two people sincerely love each other that they don't mind other minor details. If you are reading this post, Are you in a relationship? Or do you wanna be in one? Do you think you're ready?
I've been through 5relationships in 2years time and I can say, it is taxing and emotionally draining but sometimes, its very sweet. Just like a roller-coaster, there's ups and downs. At this point of my life, I may want a relationship but I'm not too sure if I can afford to have one. Afford not in terms of financially. I can't afford it emotionally. There's been alot of hurt i the past relationships and there's been cheating. And now, I'm left with a serious trust issue.
Seeing friends around me talking everyday none stop about relationships, I get really frustrated. Not only it reminds me of my past, I don't mind that but its really tiring to hear friends who know they are in an unhealthy relationship and yet they wanna pro-long it. When people get into relationship, sometimes their friends get affected as well. Some people will be so indulged in their relationship that they leave their friends behind. I've been through 5 different kind of relationships. Call me lucky, call me jinx or whatever you wanna call...Now I'm wondering if I'll ever find love again. I found love in April 2010. I lost it in July 2010. I hope to find that kind of love once more.
I CAN LiKE...
not sure I'LL EVER LOVE AGAiN...
Posted by Joseph at 6:17 PM
Is the GAY WORLD so superficial? Is it all about looks? Must it be all about looks? Looks can only last for a certain extend of time. Its the heart and personality that will stay on. So, why is it everything has to be about looks? I don't have the looks nor the body. So I guess I'll stay unwanted...
Everyone chase for looks, chase for body. Will someone ever see the heart thats within? I guess NOT...
Posted by Joseph at 1:03 AM
Monday, September 27, 2010
The Legend Of The Guardians: Owls Of Ga'Hoole tells of a legendary group of owls called The Guardians. They once fought in The Battle of Iced Claw against the evil Metal Mask. A particular owl called The Lyze of Kiel defeated Metal Mask. The battle was long done and gone. Peace was retain back in the Kingdom of Owls.
Soren, Kludd and Eglantine are young owls learning their ropes in the owl kingdom. They can barely fly. One day, when their parents were out hunting, Soren and Kludd decided to practice their flight. They ended landing very badly on the ground below only to be chase by a enormous rat. They were saved by 2 owls from the clan called The Pure Ones. These owls catch and enslave other owls lower than them. They are lead by Metal Mask and his queen, Nyra. They plot to get rid of The Guardians by collecting pieces of blue-sparkling fragments that affects the owls' geezer. One of The Guardians, Allomere betrayed The Guardians and lured The Guardians to The Pure Ones' nest. Soren's adventure began from the moment he fell on the ground. Little would he know that he will be stuck in a sibling rivalry which will lead him to choose a side. His brother, Kludd chose to stay with The Pure Ones...
The movie is cute, adorable and yet a little bit touching (not till the extend of making you cry larh...) 3D version would be nice but on a personal preference, 2D is enough :) Go see it for yourself.
Posted by Joseph at 10:19 AM
Sometimes, people whom you thought are your friends, they are not. Sometimes you think what you do is enough but its not. Sometimes you think these people are mature enough but in actual fact, they're worse. Sometimes you think these are your real friends but they only think those who benefit them as friends. People who can hang and suit their lifestyle. Sad to say I have some of these people that I consider as friend but not anymore...
Posted by Joseph at 1:49 AM
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Not going to post much because the pictures tells more. Hansel and I celebrated Annie's birthday today. We wanted to go Redbox but ended up with a simple lunch at Nando's since we already sang on Wednesday :) We joked and laughed alot. We certainly entertained ourselves and at the same time, the staffs at Nando's.
There's one funny part where everytime we SiP our drink, the staff will refill it but when we finish our drink, there's nobody to refill our drink and Annie had to go the counter and self-service by taking the jug of coke and refill it herself. Hahahaha...
Posted by Joseph at 12:23 AM
Friday, September 24, 2010
This semester, the physical tiredness has yet to set in. Just the emotional tiredness. So many things to deal with. People look up to me for no apparent reason and trust me, people...I'm NOT that good.
I am finding PR classes to be abit of a blur. Can't really understand much. As for Advertising classes, I love it to the max. Especially the deisgn part.
Posted by Joseph at 2:25 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
This bloody fucking movie! I want to watch it and I kept getting PPK or cancelled for it. Damn it! How long must I wait before I get to watch this fucking movie? So hard is it? Anticipate and anticipate, both times also with you. Wait and wait then lastly cancel. If I didn't text and ask, I wouldn't know cancelled, right???
This movie is DEViL
Posted by Joseph at 6:39 PM
Posted by Joseph at 6:37 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2010
I kinda feel we're drifting apart. I guess it is true when people say once you major, you will slowly drift away from friends of different major whom you were really close with. I am feeling it now. We don't really talk much also now, sigh...I'm busy with my assignments, you're busy with yours and the shooting and all plus the someone else, haha... Life. I thought we can break the tradition of 'once you major, you only hang with the people same major with you.' Now, it seems we're turning like them...
Posted by Joseph at 3:41 AM
Presenting to you The June 2009 Intake's Team of USHERS for The Graduation Ceremony. Overall, it was not too bad. Our dresscode was all black and we were lead by Ms. Ooi. I was supposed to be there and just be a pretty face, haha. But found out 1 usher couldn't make it last minute so I had to got ready and replace him. Best part, I didn't know what to do but I managed, haha. Not bad...
Posted by Joseph at 3:36 AM
Han Chiang's 2010 Graduation. Bittersweet moments for both seniors and us juniors. Its so nice seeing the seniors with their achievements and they are like inspiration to drive us to do better and be where they are. Going to miss alot of them as they will embark on their separate journeys. Got to know some a little too late but hey, at least we got to know each other. Congratulations once again!
Posted by Joseph at 3:22 AM
I don't understand the feelings. I understand the terms. I just feel really comfortable and I'm able to be myself when I'm around you. Lately, things have been pretty fucked up and I am very grateful that you've appear once again in my life. I treasure it alot. I don't want to ruin or change the friendship we have also. But somehow, I feel like I'm slowly sabotaging it. I don't know why or what I'm doing but I just know that I really like going out with you. Whether its lunch, dinner, movie, club or even the arcade. I just enjoy myself 200%. You chase away my emo-ness and bring the joyful me back. Maybe its unfair or unreasonable for me to think like this but sometimes you say you're lazy to go out or sometimes you can't wake up at all but by the end of the late evening, you'll be out drinking. Sometimes I'll overthink and start to wander, why you can't go out with me? But then again, who am I to compare to the others friendship that you've built with. Sigh...what am I doing?! Its not I am desperate to watch movies but I enjoy movies with you because we're linked in the same channel. We both are noisy in the cinema, haha. And I rarely watch movie with people so I like it. This friendship I have with you, it grew closer within this 2weeks and I want it to stay this way because the other way, it seems impossible. To have you around is better than not at all. I miss the night we went to watch Resident Evil :) It was fun...
You taught me alot of things, change my point of view, gave me alot of advice. Now I need advice on how I should maintain it with you...
Posted by Joseph at 2:38 AM
Friday, September 17, 2010
This place that I'm in, this house that I'm in, this life I'm living, it feels quiet and lonely. Sometimes I think to myself when I'm alone (anywhere), why was I born as a single kid? As the only son? I have no problem with being gay and being the only child but I have a problem with not having any siblings. I find myself to be so lonely when I need someone to talk to. Someone to care about me. I can't take on the world on my own, all by myself. I can talk to my dogs but will they answer me back? They just give me the ''I know, I understand'' look. I thought getting dogs would replace the void and emptiness I seek in having brothers or sisters but, no. My dogs went through alot with me, I went through alot with them. I seek comfort in them but now, all I really need is someone I can just talk to and cry out loud. I miss my dad too. Coming home everyday after class to find the house is empty, there's no car outside. Mom's only back at 10.30pm. When I go for training in KL this January, what about my mom? I'm worried bout her, she's worried bout me. All the things I have in my heart, who can I tell it to? When can I have someone that can be my rock, my support? I am very tired of doing things all by myself. I don't want to be by myself anymore. No more. People say there's a soulmate for everyone. Where's mine? I might be too young for that but I'm too young to grow too fast. I don't want to miss out on my teenage dreams worrying and carrying the weight of my world on my shoulders.
Who can I seek comfort in now? Who will listen to me? Friends? Friends won't understand. Its not easy to be in my shoes. The struggles I've face throughout the years. Why is it that there's nothing smooth in my life? I make a joke out of life everyday. That's just the facade, just a veiner that I put on. Deep inside, I feel that my life is slowly being suck out. I live in a life where I have to worry what's going to happen the next day.
Even going to KL for training is VERY hard for me because financially, I can't afford it. When I look at people who cant afford it but they want to stay in Penang instead of going to KL for a brighter and more secured future, I get so frustrated. When I see some who prefer to stay in Penang because they rather use the money for vacation, I get extremely frustrated. If I don't have to worry about money like some of my classmate, I'll be so much happier. I'll be so much less bitter. I'll be feeling freedom from within. As tears rolls down, I feel what else can I do other than cry? I can't take to anyone about it, might as well cry it out. I've never been the type to cry. I rarely cry. Sometimes when I look myself in the mirror, I wonder...where have the teenager 5years ago disappear to? The answer, I don't know. Maybe stress and woes got the best of him. How long can I take this? Before it consumes me. Before I lose my mind, lose myself. I don't see any future ahead of me...
Is it really that hard to find someone? Someone you can trust, believe in, hold on to, someone you know will be there for you by the end of the day, someone you know even if he's not there physically but just a phone call away? Someone to love?
Good Night World...
maybe one day I'll say Goodbye World...
Posted by Joseph at 2:49 AM
People think I'm having this 'thing' with you when actually there's nothing. We are just really really close (or thats what I think). Just because we are supposedly ''high profile'' in this ''line'', rumors start to go around just because we've been hanging more nowadays. I don't really care bout rumors, they don't bother me. They help popularize me, thats all. But you know, when people ask and I say ''there's nothing to it, its platonic'' and yet people don't believe and argue that there's something between us. Haha, how I wish. I keep explaining there's nothing but part of me is kinda happy that people think we're into something. Haha, SWT right? And I thought I've learnt my lesson :( WHORESOME...
Posted by Joseph at 1:57 AM
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Fish movie, PiRANHA. I wasn't really THAT interested to watch this movie but something bout it make me curious. Oh ya, the part where supposingly these species of Piranhas are extinct already. Haha, got my answer. Turns out the piranhas were living in a lake underneath another lake. When an underwater quake happened, the lake cracked and creates a hole which connects both lakes which ended up releasing the piranhas.
One for the movie, gory...and disgusting. Lots of eye popping scenes and I mean it literally! Just go watch it but don't eat too much before you go...
Posted by Joseph at 10:23 PM
I was pretty psyched about going out for some photography outing today but ended up disappointed cause I waited the whole day till 6pm only to know that everything was cancelled, sigh...
Haha, don't know...just like going out with...
Posted by Joseph at 10:18 PM
This is my first time watching the Resident Evil movie chains. And my first Resident Evil happens to be Resident Evil: Afterlife which is the 4th installment, haha...
Well, Milla Jovovich still looks hot after so many years and after giving birth to her baby. This is only my second time watching a Milla Jovovich's movie. The first was The 5th Element which she co-starred with Bruce Willis.
Alice went on a quest to find remaining survivors and she heard a signal from supposingly a place called Arcadia. They provide food and shelter and they are infection-free. Alice makes her way there and well...alot of things happen. You've just got to watch it. Oh! Ali Larter from Heroes also stars in this movie :)
Now, if you observe carefully...the ladies in this movie, their make-ups never crack even with the actions and all the fighting and dirt. Haha...the power of make-up!
Posted by Joseph at 10:16 PM
Training, training. Come January 2011, I'll need to head to KL for my industrial training. Why KL? There's better prospect there and more opportunities. If I stay in Penang, I can't really do what I want. What I really want? To work in a lively environment which involves entertainment as in music, movie, fashion etc. Thats what I'm meant to do. Majoring in PR & Advertising gave me alot of headaches because of the terms and all but Advertising is slowly bringing out the best in me, so I guess its a good thing. Most of my classmates choose to go to hotels, event planning companies, consultancy, advertising agency and some opt for radio. I'm the only who wants to go to magazine publication. I wanted Galaxie but its in Selangor and I'll be all alone. My lecturer wants to send me to KLUE. Its very entertainment-ish and he says I'll enjoy it there. Supposingly they have events in clubs etc. and plenty of gays for me. I quote from him, LOL!
I am mentally not prepare for the working life but most importantly, I'm FiNANCiALLY NOT prepared for the industrial training. Obviously I will need to spend on house rent and bills. How can I afford those when I only have RM500 left in my bank account after paying my college fees???
Posted by Joseph at 1:43 AM
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
I just found a new definition for BULLY. I got it from a friend of mine named Daryl.
Apparently, BULLY means someone like me. You know, like when I ask questions in class, when I ask questions during classmates' presentation. I ask because I want to learn. Take for example, presentation. I did this topic and you did that topic. Its normal that I ask because I don't understand well or perhaps you didn't explain well enough for me to understand. I'm sorry if I'm seeking knowledge. Another thing that a BULLY does is, he comes home from college after classes from 10am - 5pm and does research and send the links to his members. And also send email in regards to upcoming meeting to understand and discuss about our assignment. Oh ya, being a BULLY means you tutor your classmates when exams are near. Helping them out with assignments or anything they don't understand.
Thanks Daryl for enlightening me :)
Posted by Joseph at 7:48 PM
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Sometimes, or occasionally you have something really important that you wanna talk about to a person but that person just giggles and laugh and got side-tracked. I know I'm a joker in person, a comic relieve but I do have important/serious things in my mind too. Please, when I talk to you, when I talk about something serious, please pay attention. I don't want to repeat myself again and again. It makes you feel like you're being ignored and that you're not being taken seriously. Laugh can laugh, we all can joke but sometimes, no...most of the time, I have to REPEAT myself. From now onwards, I'm gonna say things ONCE and thats it...
Posted by Joseph at 1:24 PM
Monday, September 13, 2010
I don't know how to start this post but here goes...
Liking you for such a long time and I still do. Isn't that weird? I don't think so. Think its just REAL. I know we will NEVER be together. You'll never give me THE CHANCE. If I were to see it in another point of view, maybe you value our friendship too much that you're afraid the slightest mistake will make us feel awkward to even be friends. I'm not too sure about that. Funny thing is, we think alike, we have those same old dirty jokes, gestures, our bitchiness is kinda the same (ok, sometimes we overpower each other) and we kinda know what the other is going to say next. Then again, is it we know each other too well that it's impossible? Or is it I'm not up to your standard? I don't know. I enjoy hanging out with you, going out with you. I feel very comfortable and I get to be myself, no need to hide anything because we are 2 of a kind. I am overjoyed everything that I get to go out with you. Everytime you ask me out, I'm thrilled.
Today you said I'm your best friend. Not directly but during our conversation about someone else. I was so happy and touched you said I'm your best friend. I know you won't risk losing this friendship here. You told me you enjoy hanging with me too. I'm happy you are. Though I can't help but to think, what if we were together? We are like best of friends, we know each other well. Wouldn't it be great and explosive? But then again, it could be my imagination only. I know by the end of the day no matter what, its still a NO. I admit, I feel uneasy when you take in others' invitation. Or when you said that or this person not bad and you'd go for him. Maybe I screwed up my first impression on you a year ago. At least I'm having you beside me as a good friend/best friend. Its better than you're not in my life at all. I'm just grateful that I still have you. I know there won't be any chance for me. I'll have to see you with someone else. I enjoy your company and every shit you talk to me...
Posted by Joseph at 3:19 AM
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Kher Shieu asked us out. She wanted to hunt for a bag but she got distracted. She ended up buying ALOT of nail polish. And I mean ALOT! Many many colors >.< We decided to catch a movie and the choice of movie was...The King Of Fighters.
Honestly, I didn't put on too much hope in this movie. There's not even proper publicity and its OBViOUSLY very low-budget. The storyline is not proper. Not much character involved inside. There's Mai Shiranui played by Maggie Q who don't qualify for the role except for maybe the fact that she's Asian and she's got martial arts background. Her boobs were too small to play Mai and her clothes aren't revealing enough. Iori, don't even get me started. Iori in the movie look so FUGLY. Kyo pulak...like a whiny kid. There's no Athena. Instead, there's Vice and Mature who are supposed to be Iori's follower but ended up doing Rugal's bidding. Ughhh, Rugal. Rugal in the game is hunky and big size. Rugal is movie is small, ugly and UGLY. Arnold Schwarzenegger would play Rugal better. Pamela Anderson would be a good Mai if she's Asian. Chizuru, her ability is to pull out shadows but in the movie, she can multiply herself, =.= Speechless. Oh, oh!!! Kyo apprently uses a katana. The Kusanagi sword, SWT. And the sword was break into two by Orochi possessed Rugal but the katana suddenly appear back in flames and it turns bluish like a Light Sabre. Is this a parody or what? Mai's ability was throwing a paper fan that's in-gulf in flames but all she uses are punches and kicks. And her attacks were of lightning elements. Isn't Mai supposed to be fire element? Zzz...Don't wanna elaborate the movie anymore. I've blog enough, LOL! Major dissapointment.
Posted by Joseph at 11:20 PM
First time going BoomBoom with Joshua, second time with Benny. Damn fun going with these two bitches. We went for dinner first. You know...never drink with an empty stomach. Too bad the food wasn't as good as we expect it to be. We head to Gurney and hang at McD's. Yeah, our lives' been revolving in McD, pretty much. We chat, scan some guys and erm, LOL! Head to BoomBoom at 11.15pm
It was super packed! Thank god I book table earlier. All 3 of us bumped into few people that we did not want to meet. Jason, yeah...Jason Hong was there. He came back from KL. Well, I came with my friends so my main priority were my friends. No longer him, not so foolish anymore. I had tons of fun especially with Joshua and Benny there. I can say there are my TRUE BoomBoom kakis. They get the punchline, the puns, the jokes and everything. So much fun going there with them. Hahaha! Music was GREAT that night and the dances and jokes. Go Freda!!!
My ass got grabbed >.< Got to know few new friends. Actually, I kinda know them from Facebook but was too shy to approach them. So nice of them to approach me instead, haha. Highlight of the night would be when they played Not Myself Tonight and Telephone, Benny and my song!!!
After BoomBoom, we went to have supper. We had Bak Kut Teh!!! So nice to eat with these 2, haha...We were beeping around everywhere.
Posted by Joseph at 11:05 PM
10th September 2010 - Accompanied Benny to check out some glasses. This oldman need glasses already now, haha. Prior to that, we went to Gurney couple of days ago to check out some glasses. I found one that I like but sigh, its RM488. No thanks then... Anyways, we went round Gurney and then head to Prangin to check the price. Bought couple of earrings. Benny too but this fellow crazy. Only pierced one hole but bought 5 different earrings. What? 1day 1earring is it? I bought 2. Then we bump into Annie. She went out with a friend to watch Piranha and was heading to watch Step Up 3 in Prangin. We walked round a little while waiting for Annie to finish her movie and go dinner together. This Annie, watch Step Up then got hooked onto dancing and ask us to go clubbing with her. Benny and I managed to persuade her to go BoomBoom but unfortunately, a last minute call came in and Benny had to go back college for a discussion with the lecturers. So, plan cancel. We went to Anne's working place for dinner instead. We talk cock and crap there. I can tell you that we are damn noisy, LOL! Later on, Joshua asked me out so right after Benny drop me off at 9.30pm, Joshua picked me up, LOL! Then we went to Greenlane McD and hang there till round 2am with Dylan and after that, Benny join us. We hang till 4am. Lots of jokes and rubbish involved, LOL!
Posted by Joseph at 10:49 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Burdens, worries and etc. Damn fucked up. Now I need to worry if I'll be able to go KL for my practical training or not. I'm very broke and with no income. I wanna work but I can't find transprot to go home at night. Malls all usually close at 10pm and the STUPiD Rapid bus service at my area finishes at 9pm! And they tell people its till 11pm? FUCK OFF la! How am I gonna survive! FUCK! I wish I was born with a silver spoon. Damn cibaii!
Posted by Joseph at 1:11 PM
You know that feeling when you feel really UNiMPORTANT? I have felt it many many times before. Imagine a situation where you go out with friends and all they ask or talk about is? The other friend who is not there with us. Whom they can't wait to meet. And I'm sitting there and seems I'm there to answer questions and update them with the current life of THE other friend.
Kinda sad, right? I don't have REALLY CLOSE friends and I'm there to fill in information for them. I'm always the information giver, I don't know why. Aku kena kerja kat Information Counter nohhh. Anyways, its no big deal. I'm just over-feeling things because things haven't been going smoothly.
Posted by Joseph at 1:08 PM
Thursday, September 9, 2010
As a friend, outside of college or minus the assignments, I'm ok with you. When it comes to assignments, you are a liability. You can jeopardize our effort or my effort. You dare to tell me that ''At least you're on time'' when you came at 10am yesterday? I send everyone SMS asking to come college 1hour before presentation to brief about the presentation and let you all go through the slides. I knew you won't come early. I knew it deep in my heart. And you proved me right. You always proved me right about my perception on you. You have never proved me wrong. You ask me to understand your situation and that you're trying to change. You understand mine? As someone who has to remind you this and that? You have a timetable just like me. And yet you don't know half of the classes' time. Are you that blur or just trying to get sympathy/attention? I might be older than you but that doesn't mean I'm your advisor. Reminding you stuffs is not my part-time job. If it is, you should be paying me by now.
You might feel hurt and betrayed but this is for your own good and most importantly, my own good. I can't help but to be selfish this time. You won't learn if I'm too nice to you. I want to be your friend but you just don't know the limit. I am also a student like you. No more than that. Got it? I already give up on you. It is now up to Annie and Hansel if they still want you in our group. For me, its definitely a NO-NO. You can continue playing your life like a game. When you regret it, it'll already be too late. Good luck with your grouping.
The only person that is stupid enough to care and have hope on you now is Kimberley only. Just because she has a crush on you. She's the only one.
Posted by Joseph at 8:24 PM
The current subject that we're taking requires us to be in a group of 10 people. We've had this 10 people in a group before. It could be disastrous. Anyways, I hope this time would be better. The subject is Mass Media Society & Malaysia. We'll be doing research and reports on the influence of sex and violence. These are my team members.
Annie - She's a one of those people that you don't have to worry. Give her a job, she gets it done. She's not a last minute person. She's a comic relieve when she WANTS to be. But once you get her to enter gila-mode, there's no stopping her. A very good team member.
Posted by Joseph at 8:09 PM
Been single for quite some time. There's good and bad. Save up on money of course, phone credit don't dry up that fast too. But I get really lonely and miserable every once in awhile. I see people around me having someone REALLY close to them whom they talk to everyday. And I don't have. I want to have that...
Posted by Joseph at 12:17 AM
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
I don't have to say much. Things are taking its course now. She's sad, pathetic and hypocrite. She has no friends because she chased them all away.
Let me tell you this: You don't have to please people or make people happy. You always say you are you and you don't like pleasing people. Who ask you to do so? Just be normal and be yourself. Control your mouth and stop bitching bout people. People who have no connection with you also you wanna bitch. Friends come naturally. You don't have to please them or earn golden stars from them. You say you feel like an outcast for being yourself and you don't regret for being who you are. Have you ever stop and think? People like you for who you are not the monster you're turning into? People have been asking, she used to be so nice. What happened? Why she is so bitter now?
If you wanna continue be like this, please STAY FAR WAY from ALL OF US...
Posted by Joseph at 2:08 AM
Sunday, September 5, 2010
I feel like I'm kinda losing you in a way. Our friendship...
Posted by Joseph at 1:40 PM
I've liked you for a very long time. You know that too. I've told you couple of times. People can see it too. But I know you'll never like me more than as a friend. You'll never accept me. We are the same of 1 kind. The cheeky kind. We clicked and get along well because of our personality which is about the same. I like you, I've told you. There's nothing. I can only continue liking you and seeing you so close to me yet so far...
Posted by Joseph at 5:30 AM
Am I that bad? So unwanted? Should I just be put on display at The REJECT Shop? Why is it so hard to find someone for me? There were some REALLY hideous guys in BoomBoom and they get to dance and shake still while I'm at the corner whispering. After the whole thing finished, we went for a drink at McD. I almost cried over there when Wai Kit talked to me about my stuffs. But everything he mentioned bout me, my character are all ACCURATE!
Posted by Joseph at 5:19 AM
Tonight was kinda bittersweet night. Sweet because I went Boom Boom with Wai Kit. Kher Shieu joined us later on. There were 3 new FRESH performances. The dancers did dance routines accompanied with Ke$ha's Your Love Is My Drug and BlahBlahBlah. Followed up with Rihanna's Rude Boy. Sweet cuz this is first time going to club/bar with Wai Kit.
Bitter part, the reality that I'm unwanted. That I'm not attractive. Nobody approached me at all. I looked like a loser. I lost all my confidence. Yeah, I don't have the chest and the abs...
Posted by Joseph at 5:15 AM
Vampire Sucks SERiOUSLY SUCKS so don't waste your money on it. I fell asleep watching it, so whataya expect? Although the Jacob here is WAY HOTTER than the Jacob in Twilight, hehe... Other than that, this movie is SERiOUSLY dumb and OVER-LAME. Even though I left my brain outside of the cinema knowing this is a dumb movie which requires no thinking, i still couldn't laugh because its too lame and it doesn't make sense AT ALL!
Posted by Joseph at 5:11 AM
Friday, September 3, 2010
I pity you. Why you wanna be a hater? Why you don't want to have a peaceful life and have friends? Too bad you don't have any. Cause you sorta chase all of them away. I won't post much about you because it will only 'DiRTY-fied' my blog. With everyone you hate, you put on more weight because you feed on HATE...
Posted by Joseph at 11:34 PM
Check these pictures out, I'm SO CUTE, wei! Pictures were taken by Anne, hehe...
Posted by Joseph at 11:28 PM
It stands for Gay Agency Association, LOL! The actual meaning behind is Golden Achievement Award. It is held annually. Awards are hand out to students with top achievement and best project etc.
This year's GAA is WAY better than last year because there's mixture of different elements of performances. There's english and chinese. Emcees were great, we had Pui Rong and Diva Jeremy as the emcees. Mr. Khoo gave his speech as Student Council President with a GAY white jacket. Performances were from Dance & Drama Society, Teen Frequency and other societies. Hansel & I both represented Mass Comm Society.
The highlight of the event would be Lex and Wai Kit's dance. They did a routine based on Christina Aguilera's Not Myself Tonight. It was HOT and I DON'T GiVE A...OWWW!
Posted by Joseph at 11:20 PM